A sudden Sharing

Sometimes, we will always simply think when we are in down mood .....until we always give a fake hope for ownself to continue walk toward......... Bt is this the correct way to convince ourself ?? Dunno .....Sometimes feel like i on middle of noways .....This kind of feeling makes me cant get another fight ...

(So long as men can breath or eyes can see,
so long lives this,and this gives life to thee...)


Taking a bottle of carlsberg while get a smokes can makes me more relax after all...But i still feeling lonely around with friends ..Should i start to change , or i already change ... already change to be a quite quiet guys or can say more mature ....
Actually what the point makes me change . is working condition or relationship .. too much presure n strees until sudden grew up to be able settle its..

(Somes problem cames for me to settle its ,
but those problem is not a problem for me ,
too hot from the eyes of heaven shines,
when will this kind of problem will gones)


Didt expected thats i already being expel out of my best friends,or maybe can say thats is i not able interrupt their conversation..Didt realize thats i not feel disappointed at all ,opposite i being so calm whole night....maybe because myself also in trouble untill i being so uninvited..Maybe from on, i need to stand up for a fight by myself...

EnD|nG .....

+.+ duno y.... sumthing happen between us .... Every times when i think back those thing ...
Its juz hurt me so much....

Its the destiny makes me like tis or which is thats wee dun hv fate to be 2gether...
y every times oso wan me to get through tis kind of thing..... i 'm juz a human , nt god ....even a guy oso cant stand after what she done over me....

"I miss the way you smiled,
I miss the way you laughed,
I miss the way, that you always cared,
But most, I miss the way you always look at me"

I is a guyz thats trust Destiny BUT nt Believe Destiny...
Nt a single fren oso understand wat my means .... Nt a single fren will noe wat feel in my heart without you....

Tell me thats , u is nt an Angel thats i been looking for.

Tis mayb is the Ending part of my Story... End of my Loving Story.

^%^

2day i happy...... coz finally i convience myself to tell her wat happen n last month....
in the same times.... i think her oso nt tats me gt feel wif her ....

but i still gt little blur blur bout wat running in her mind...... \
last nite we chat on phone bout 40 minute ..... tats is the most happy moment in this few month...
really hope she to be my gf.... if ya... i think i cant sleep at nite....

many thing tats happen on me in work, family, n money.... nw all oso slow slow can b settle ler...
hard time past happy time almost bek....^^

i 'm thinking of you....

2day duno y..... sudden in a boring time... i start thinking bout her.......
thinking bout me n her funny thing... or our chatting..... sumtime think bek oso will laugh...
we will boring dao sms each other in malay language .....duno y.... actually wat happen to us both i oso duno....
juz feeling tats is worth or nt after i so care bout her anyway.......... mayb in her heart i juz a fren onli..........

sad

sad

1st time write blog.... funny... coz i duno wan to say wat.....
erm.... i like a gals b4...... n i do many thing to her.... duno how to say... juz tats sames i oso duno y i like her ...
but i never told her tats i like her .... if ur guys say secretly...... gt.... but i duno she notice or nt...
sumthing i keeping asking myself tats y she treat me so unusually ...sumtime will treat me seem i gt chance...but sumtime treat me as cool as she can ...
wat tis means....

duno y.... myself without any reason.... i find out tats i really fall in love wif her ...
but mayb i too late to say all of this.... coz its being 1 month tats we never contact each other ....
duno y... i starting to hates myself .... sumthing i really hope to b drunk n duwan thing bout tis...

working ... money... relationships.... fren .... seem many problem like rain drop at my body....
feelling so heavy.... so complicated ......